When God Speaks (2)........

AND SOMETIMES HE SAYS "NO"!
Continuing from the March 2 post:
Ten years later, our youngest daughter was about to graduate from high school. Dana and I had been growing more dissatisfied with our church – mostly with the leadership’s reluctance to implement or even allow Spirit-led changes in methods, practices and ministries, and I frequently found myself out on the “edge of orthodoxy” and being increasingly marginalized. My role as a deacon, Bible class teacher and as a frequent participant in the public worship was being reduced continually, and we felt the need to move on and change congregations, but we stayed due to some good friends and to allow our girls to complete their Youth Group experience. Our attitude and our words were increasingly negative. The church was entering the process of selecting additional elders that spring, and several friends wanted to submit my name. It seemed like I would be a controversial nomination, but I was praying for guidance. The weekend we were out in Midland attending the Stream in the Desert worship conference, I got my guidance in the middle of the night, as I clearly understood that I should not allow my name to be introduced into the elder selection process. I did not fully understand why, at that time.
More later....

The Best Show on Television!

Battlestar Galactica has begun its fourth and final season. Even non-science fiction fans can appreciate it, if you dare to watch the SciFi Channel. The show has plenty of action, but also plenty of drama, with well-developed, interesting and complex characters galore, and storylines that constantly explore the boundaries between faith and doubt, parent-child relationships which haunt both, good works being done through really bad individuals, the nature of revelation and worship and prayer and true believers. If you want to get caught up on the history of the first three seasons, try this.

And what a class act to point the story to a definite conclusion, revealing answers and pieces of the puzzle along the way! Enjoy!

Why Do We Have the Gospels?

"Imagining that the point of Christianity was to enable people to go to heaven, most Western Christians supposed that the mechanism by which this happened was the one they found in the writings of Paul . . . and that the four gospels were simply there to give backup information about Jesus, his teaching, his moral example, and his atoning death. This long tradition screened out the possibility that when Jesus spoke of God’s kingdom, he was talking not about a heaven for which he was preparing his followers but about something that was happening in and on this earth.." N.T. Wright

My religious tradition certainly fits this description. We joked that you could tell a good COC'er when their Bible showed signs of overuse at Acts 2. I've even heard it argued that Jesus's teachings didn't apply to us since they were given under the Mosaic Covenant! LORD, help us, or strike us down! N.T. Wright is becoming one of my favorite Christian writers. I'm currently reading his book "Paul in Fresh Perspective." Mike Cope quotes him further here.
Peace to all, He is risen!

Time out for David!

Last Sunday, The Gathering was blessed to get to know David and La'Tice. They arrived on foot: tired, weak, hungry, smelly and homeless. But during "share time", David wanted us to know the gratitude that was on his heart. In spite of his abusive childhood, two prison terms, former dependency on illegal drugs, inability to read or write, and his conversion to Islam, he discovered God's love and had turned his life back to the awesome Creator! This tale of redemption reminded us why it is that we continue to take part in this ministry. God is at work in this world and is looking for people to join Him. Sometimes that looks like a smile or a hug, sometimes that looks like a plateful of sandwiches, sometimes that looks like a ride in our vehicle, and sometimes that looks like something much greater or smaller. But, God (one of my favorite phrases) is truly at work! HALLELUJAH!

When God speaks.............

My experience has been that sometimes God's calling or direction comes through in a very clear, direct and personal way. I have usually been blessed by these special times of clarity during prolonged and intense periods of worship.

On one occasion, in 1990, I was in a time of uncertainty and disquiet about my job. I had survived the downturn in the oil industry, but had been forced to move twice due to office closings and transfers. We had ended up in Tyler, Texas, a beautiful small town that seemed to be a great place to raise a family. As my employer was in the midst of a merger with a larger entity, I was looking at a near-certain transfer later in the year, probably to Houston.

One day while checking the Dallas Classified ads in the Sunday newspaper, I saw an ad for an oil & gas Engineering position. I responded to the ad that week and discovered that it was for a privately-owned independent whose only Operations office was in Tyler! I was a good match for their needs, and I made the switch, even though it meant a significant pay cut, since it seemed to assure me the ability to remain in Tyler.

After three years of essentially running my own small company, without the financial risk of going without a paycheck, my relationship with the absentee owner soured and I planned to branch out on my own. I couldn’t actually make the “leap”, however, as I was trying to reduce the risks. One weekend Dana and I were attending an intensely uplifting worship conference Ken Young was leading in Irving, Texas, and I was perusing the Dallas newspaper classifieds at breakfast. I saw a “blind ad” for an engineer, and I knew immediately that it was for my replacement! The ad listed no company or person's name, and the response address was to a UPS Store box. This was the only day I read those ads, and this was the only day that the ad appeared in the newspaper! This was God saying to me, “Get out of this situation, now!” It took a week of investigating to confirm (I actually saw the newspaper's invoice for running the ad), but it was true that the owner was preparing to fire me as soon as he found a replacement. I quit the job that week and became an independent oilman with lots of ideas, but no income. Talk about significant pay cuts! More later.......

Thank you, LORD, for your steadfast love!

When is enough going to be enough?

The prophet Larry James reports:
"President Bush unveiled his proposed budget, another recording setting development: the largest budget in our nation's history totals $3.1 trillion.

The plan seeks to cut spending on Medicare and Medicaid, boosts military spending and projects the deficit this year and next will hit near-record levels. Pentagon spending would rise 7.5 per cent to $515 billion, the 11th consecutive year of increases."

Seems to me there are moral and spiritual decisions being made along with the obvious fiscal ones in a budget document. If there's one thing history has shown us, it is that the constant escalation of military spending will not bring us (or anyone else) peace! It is time to stop this death spiral! Bring the troops home!

Homeless in Tyler

Glenwood's Trent Spradlin did a great job with this special report for the local CBS TV station.

A Whole 'Nother Country

Being a proud Texan, though admittedly not a native, it is difficult to get "a discouraging word" about this State. But the prophet Larry James quotes these statistics from a recent Dallas Morning News article. Looks like we have much work left to do!

"Consider the facts, just the facts, about Texas:

* A child is born in poverty every 7 minutes
* A child is abused or neglected every 10 minutes
* First in teen births and the most repeat teen births in the U. S.
* 25% of Texas' children are born into poverty
* 49th in the number of working poor (that is, Texas is second in the number of people who work and remain poor)
* $14,700--the average annual income of the poorest 20% of Texas families
* $203,200--average annual income of the richest 5% of Texas families (13.8 times as high as the poorest 20%)
* 16% of Texans live with hunger or in fear of starvation, just ahead of New Mexico and Mississippi
* 48th in the nation in state and local government expenditures for public welfare--$808 per capita
* Second highest Gross Domestic Product in the U. S.
* Number 1 in cancerous emissions into the air and toxic chemicals into the water.
* Ranks 50th in the number of insured people in the nation--5.5 million Texans are not covered by health insurance or 24% of the population (compared to 15.7% for the U. S.)
* 1st in the U. S. in executions since the death penalty was reinstated in 1976
* 2nd highest incarceration rate
* 60% of children under Texas Youth Commission supervision come from low-income families
* 83% of these children have IQs below 100
* 41% experience serious mental health issues
* 52% come from families with a history of criminal behavior
* 76% have parents who are separated or never married
* 34% of Texas high school students drop out--8th highest in the U. S.
* 49th in verbal SAT scores and 46th in math
* Texas ranks 41st in per capita spending on students in public schools, compared to 25th in 1999. [Did I hear someone say, "No child left behind"?]
* 8th largest GDP in the world--$1.1 trillion in 2006
* 1st in number of shopping malls in the nation
* 12th in church or synagogue attendance

Not a pretty picture.

If I'm a Texas preacher today, I figure I have a few things to bring up with my congregation.

If I'm a Texas legislator, after I take a long look at myself in the mirror, I figure I've got a few things to work on.

If I'm a citizen of the state, and I am, I figure I need to be engaged at several levels."

I'm Back!

Just a short note to document my return from the hospital yesterday. This recovery from the hip resurfacing surgery has been harder than I anticipated (slight understatement there). I'm trying not to let my disappointment and surprise influence my attitude going forward, knowing that won't help, so I'll just try to celebrate the milestones and enjoy(?) each day. There'll be plenty of time for analysis, later.
Grace and peace to all!

Ebola

I received the horrific news tonight that there is an outbreak of a new strain of Ebola virus in western Uganda! For updates from the front lines, check out the Drs. Myhre's blog. Lord God, please stop this horrible disease which targets those caring for the ill!

The End of Homelessness

The prophet Larry James says the solution for homelessness in America is to provide permanent, private residences.... duh!
"Housing First" Works!

By Larry James

Newsflash: homeless people are not criminals, nor are they deserving of the treatment they usually receive. What people who lack homes need is decent, permanent housing.

As I've related here before, lots of national research and numerous case studies document the fact that once given a place to call home, an overwhelming majority of formerly homeless persons manage their lives very well without much additional intervention (87%, to reference one major study).

Well, we now have our own experience to report in validation of the reports from other cities.

Thanks to a grant from the U. S. Department of Housing and Urban Development (HUD), Central Dallas Ministries is placing homeless persons in permanent housing in two undisclosed Dallas locations.

We have funding for 50 apartments. We have secured these housing units through an agreement with one property owner. We control 25 one-bedroom apartment units in each of two different locations. In each location our living units are part of a much larger, multi-family development.

So far we have placed 18 homeless men in permanent housing. These guys now have a key to the place they call home. Thanks to a couple of area churches, they also have what they need to set up housekeeping.

We've been at this for several weeks now. Before too much longer we will have filled all 50 of our apartments.

Guess what?

No problems whatsoever from our tenants. They are so grateful for the housing and for the freedom, you should hear them talk. Without a doubt, these gentlemen will become some of these developments' best residents.

Their stories are all a bit different.

All are dealing with various disabilities.

All are capable of life on their own. They proved that surviving on our mean streets, some of them for several years.

What they share in common is an extremely positive, appreciative response to having a home of their own.

Here's the chief solution for our Downtown "problems with the homeless." Develop the housing. Provide the support to move folks from the street to a quality, decent home. The problem can be solved. We are kidding ourselves if we say otherwise.

If I was a Downtown, upscale developer, I'd call CDM and ask how to make an investment in our future development plans.*

I'm just wondering if we have the will, the smarts and the vision as a community to simply practice the Golden Rule? If we do, the outcome will be wonderful for everyone.

(*By the way, my phone number is 214.823.8710 ext 116!)


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Posted on www.UrbanDaily.org

The River

The chorus is:
"Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered"
Enjoy "The River" from Good Charlotte-

Good Charlotte - The River

Posted Feb 08, 2007

Good Charlotte and M. Shadows baptize themselves in the concrete LA River.

Spelling R-E-L-I-E-F

Remembering the old Rolaids commercials, I'm looking for relief from my hip pain and have decided on hip resurfacing surgery. The date is now set for December 10, and can be done in Tyler with the arrival of Dr. Volatile (yes, that's his real name!). The doctor believes I'm a good candidate for this procedure, but will leave the option open for total hip replacement if they encounter a problem or worse-than-expected conditions during the surgery. So, we're down to four weeks, and counting!

In a white room, with black curtains, near the station....

Salon's book review says "...it's also a redemption narrative, in which a wastrel is saved by grace after hitting bottom." Here's a rare, beautiful confession from an aging rock star who had been given everything this world has to offer:
"Nevertheless, I stumbled through my month in treatment much as I had done the first time, just ticking off the days, hoping that something would change in me without my having to do much about it. Then one day, as my visit was drawing to an end, a panic hit me, and I realized that in fact nothing had changed in me and that I was going back out into the world again completely unprotected. The noise in my head was deafening, and drinking was in my thoughts all the time. It shocked me to realize that here I was in a treatment center, a supposedly safe environment, and I was in serious danger. I was absolutely terrified, in complete despair.
Almost of their own accord, my legs gave way and I fell to my knees. In the privacy of my room I begged for help. I had no notion of whom I thought I was talking to - I just knew that I had come to the end of my tether, and I had nothing left to fight with. Then I remembered what I had heard about surrender, something I thought I could never do, that my pride just wouldn't allow it. But I knew that on my own I wasn't going to make it, so I asked for help, and, getting down on my knees, I surrendered.
Within a few days, I realized that something had happened for me. An atheist would probably say it was just a change of attitude, and to a certain extent that's true, but there was much more to it than that. I had found a place to turn to, a place I'd always known was there but never really wanted, or needed, to believe in. From that day until this, I have never failed to pray in the morning, on my knees, asking for help, and at night, to express gratitude for my life and, most of all, for my sobriety. I choose to kneel because I feel I need to humble myself when I pray, and, with my ego, this is the most I can do... In some way, in some form, my God was always there, but now I have learned to talk to him." Eric Clapton, Clapton: The Autobiography.

Scrambling for Pennies

I confess; I have just not been too interested in the "budget process" within our Big Church. I have been wearied by all the talk and planning and meetings and meetings and meetings leading up to the day when a large group would spend all day in a marathon meeting to try to figure out how to split up the 10% of the budget that was deemed discretionary. I have serious questions about our priorities when all our "benevolence ministry" is deemed discretionary (meaning optional and subject to being eliminated in times of financial crunch).

But in the midst of that meeting a beautiful thing occurred. As further cuts were being discussed and negotiated, an uprising broke out from the crowd and a roomful of people who had been bargaining, begging, justifying, cajoling and pleading their own causes (all of which are GOOD WORKS) turned their eyes toward the Benevolence Center Ministry and requested, no demanded, that its funding be restored to the full, proposed level, even at the expense of their own budgets! This was an act of God and a sure sign of the purity of hearts in that room, representing the pure hearts in this church. It was the highlight of the day, in my eyes! HALLELUJAH! God is at work, even on budget Sunday!

Fall Out Boy

New video from Fall Out Boy was shot on location in Gulu, northern Uganda and is based on the plight of the Invisible Children:

Time Waster

Need to get mesmerized and waste some time on the net? Try this. I can't stop watching!
Blogger Play will show you a never-ending stream of images that were just uploaded to public Blogger blogs. You can click the image to be taken directly to the blog post it was uploaded to, or click “show info” to see an overlay with the post title, a snippet of the body, and some profile information about the blogger who uploaded it.

Women in Church Leadership

Here's a link to a sermon from one of our sister congregations' website which sets out their attempt to explain their current stance and policy on this hot topic. It is included in a two-pronged statement of "Core Beliefs" and "Heritage Commitments", listed here. If the audio link above doesn't work for you, try this.
(For the completely opposite effect, check out this public "lynching" conducted by Church of Christ icon Guy N. Woods. The link is included on a tribute website, honoring his life and work!)

Wade Hodges' sermon is a valiant attempt at encouraging dialogue; at declaring the truth of the gospel, the freedom in Christ we all hold so dear, and applying it to our USAmerican church culture. I love that he ended the sermon with the Galatians 3 passage! Its our history and tradition of the "church as organization" that causes such difficulties, it seems to me. We get so wrapped up in "our comfort zones" and how we "do church", that the grand mission of the Kingdom of God gets left behind. If Jesus were here, it strikes me that I would want to be "sitting at his feet" with Mary, and I would not be concerned that she was there beside me or leading me, as long as we were getting closer to Jesus! How should we balance the appreciation for our heritage and our love for each other with the need of the church for the use of the God-given gifts of ALL of its members? Perhaps we should search for ways like this to be relevant to our egalitarian society, recognizing the equality of men and women as one of the basic tenets of the gospel, the "mystery of the gospel" for our age! The world is watching!

Same Kind of Different As Me

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The authors, Ron Hall and Denver Moore, are coming to Tyler to speak at two events during PATH Week! This is a great book and a powerful story of redemption and friendship. Everyone should read it to get an inside view into the issues of homelessness.

Love Thy Neighbor is not a piece of Advice

Bono receives the NAACP Chairman's Award and gets some pulpit time. Enjoy!

Transcript is here.