Monday, December 31, 2007
Homeless in Tyler
Glenwood's Trent Spradlin did a great job with this special report for the local CBS TV station.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
A Whole 'Nother Country
Being a proud Texan, though admittedly not a native, it is difficult to get "a discouraging word" about this State. But the prophet Larry James quotes these statistics from a recent Dallas Morning News article. Looks like we have much work left to do!
"Consider the facts, just the facts, about Texas:
* A child is born in poverty every 7 minutes
* A child is abused or neglected every 10 minutes
* First in teen births and the most repeat teen births in the U. S.
* 25% of Texas' children are born into poverty
* 49th in the number of working poor (that is, Texas is second in the number of people who work and remain poor)
* $14,700--the average annual income of the poorest 20% of Texas families
* $203,200--average annual income of the richest 5% of Texas families (13.8 times as high as the poorest 20%)
* 16% of Texans live with hunger or in fear of starvation, just ahead of New Mexico and Mississippi
* 48th in the nation in state and local government expenditures for public welfare--$808 per capita
* Second highest Gross Domestic Product in the U. S.
* Number 1 in cancerous emissions into the air and toxic chemicals into the water.
* Ranks 50th in the number of insured people in the nation--5.5 million Texans are not covered by health insurance or 24% of the population (compared to 15.7% for the U. S.)
* 1st in the U. S. in executions since the death penalty was reinstated in 1976
* 2nd highest incarceration rate
* 60% of children under Texas Youth Commission supervision come from low-income families
* 83% of these children have IQs below 100
* 41% experience serious mental health issues
* 52% come from families with a history of criminal behavior
* 76% have parents who are separated or never married
* 34% of Texas high school students drop out--8th highest in the U. S.
* 49th in verbal SAT scores and 46th in math
* Texas ranks 41st in per capita spending on students in public schools, compared to 25th in 1999. [Did I hear someone say, "No child left behind"?]
* 8th largest GDP in the world--$1.1 trillion in 2006
* 1st in number of shopping malls in the nation
* 12th in church or synagogue attendance
Not a pretty picture.
If I'm a Texas preacher today, I figure I have a few things to bring up with my congregation.
If I'm a Texas legislator, after I take a long look at myself in the mirror, I figure I've got a few things to work on.
If I'm a citizen of the state, and I am, I figure I need to be engaged at several levels."
"Consider the facts, just the facts, about Texas:
* A child is born in poverty every 7 minutes
* A child is abused or neglected every 10 minutes
* First in teen births and the most repeat teen births in the U. S.
* 25% of Texas' children are born into poverty
* 49th in the number of working poor (that is, Texas is second in the number of people who work and remain poor)
* $14,700--the average annual income of the poorest 20% of Texas families
* $203,200--average annual income of the richest 5% of Texas families (13.8 times as high as the poorest 20%)
* 16% of Texans live with hunger or in fear of starvation, just ahead of New Mexico and Mississippi
* 48th in the nation in state and local government expenditures for public welfare--$808 per capita
* Second highest Gross Domestic Product in the U. S.
* Number 1 in cancerous emissions into the air and toxic chemicals into the water.
* Ranks 50th in the number of insured people in the nation--5.5 million Texans are not covered by health insurance or 24% of the population (compared to 15.7% for the U. S.)
* 1st in the U. S. in executions since the death penalty was reinstated in 1976
* 2nd highest incarceration rate
* 60% of children under Texas Youth Commission supervision come from low-income families
* 83% of these children have IQs below 100
* 41% experience serious mental health issues
* 52% come from families with a history of criminal behavior
* 76% have parents who are separated or never married
* 34% of Texas high school students drop out--8th highest in the U. S.
* 49th in verbal SAT scores and 46th in math
* Texas ranks 41st in per capita spending on students in public schools, compared to 25th in 1999. [Did I hear someone say, "No child left behind"?]
* 8th largest GDP in the world--$1.1 trillion in 2006
* 1st in number of shopping malls in the nation
* 12th in church or synagogue attendance
Not a pretty picture.
If I'm a Texas preacher today, I figure I have a few things to bring up with my congregation.
If I'm a Texas legislator, after I take a long look at myself in the mirror, I figure I've got a few things to work on.
If I'm a citizen of the state, and I am, I figure I need to be engaged at several levels."
Saturday, December 15, 2007
I'm Back!
Just a short note to document my return from the hospital yesterday. This recovery from the hip resurfacing surgery has been harder than I anticipated (slight understatement there). I'm trying not to let my disappointment and surprise influence my attitude going forward, knowing that won't help, so I'll just try to celebrate the milestones and enjoy(?) each day. There'll be plenty of time for analysis, later.
Grace and peace to all!
Grace and peace to all!
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Ebola
I received the horrific news tonight that there is an outbreak of a new strain of Ebola virus in western Uganda! For updates from the front lines, check out the Drs. Myhre's blog. Lord God, please stop this horrible disease which targets those caring for the ill!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
The End of Homelessness
The prophet Larry James says the solution for homelessness in America is to provide permanent, private residences.... duh!
"Housing First" Works!
By Larry James
Newsflash: homeless people are not criminals, nor are they deserving of the treatment they usually receive. What people who lack homes need is decent, permanent housing.
As I've related here before, lots of national research and numerous case studies document the fact that once given a place to call home, an overwhelming majority of formerly homeless persons manage their lives very well without much additional intervention (87%, to reference one major study).
Well, we now have our own experience to report in validation of the reports from other cities.
Thanks to a grant from the U. S. Department of Housing and Urban Development (HUD), Central Dallas Ministries is placing homeless persons in permanent housing in two undisclosed Dallas locations.
We have funding for 50 apartments. We have secured these housing units through an agreement with one property owner. We control 25 one-bedroom apartment units in each of two different locations. In each location our living units are part of a much larger, multi-family development.
So far we have placed 18 homeless men in permanent housing. These guys now have a key to the place they call home. Thanks to a couple of area churches, they also have what they need to set up housekeeping.
We've been at this for several weeks now. Before too much longer we will have filled all 50 of our apartments.
Guess what?
No problems whatsoever from our tenants. They are so grateful for the housing and for the freedom, you should hear them talk. Without a doubt, these gentlemen will become some of these developments' best residents.
Their stories are all a bit different.
All are dealing with various disabilities.
All are capable of life on their own. They proved that surviving on our mean streets, some of them for several years.
What they share in common is an extremely positive, appreciative response to having a home of their own.
Here's the chief solution for our Downtown "problems with the homeless." Develop the housing. Provide the support to move folks from the street to a quality, decent home. The problem can be solved. We are kidding ourselves if we say otherwise.
If I was a Downtown, upscale developer, I'd call CDM and ask how to make an investment in our future development plans.*
I'm just wondering if we have the will, the smarts and the vision as a community to simply practice the Golden Rule? If we do, the outcome will be wonderful for everyone.
(*By the way, my phone number is 214.823.8710 ext 116!)
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Posted on www.UrbanDaily.org
"Housing First" Works!
By Larry James
Newsflash: homeless people are not criminals, nor are they deserving of the treatment they usually receive. What people who lack homes need is decent, permanent housing.
As I've related here before, lots of national research and numerous case studies document the fact that once given a place to call home, an overwhelming majority of formerly homeless persons manage their lives very well without much additional intervention (87%, to reference one major study).
Well, we now have our own experience to report in validation of the reports from other cities.
Thanks to a grant from the U. S. Department of Housing and Urban Development (HUD), Central Dallas Ministries is placing homeless persons in permanent housing in two undisclosed Dallas locations.
We have funding for 50 apartments. We have secured these housing units through an agreement with one property owner. We control 25 one-bedroom apartment units in each of two different locations. In each location our living units are part of a much larger, multi-family development.
So far we have placed 18 homeless men in permanent housing. These guys now have a key to the place they call home. Thanks to a couple of area churches, they also have what they need to set up housekeeping.
We've been at this for several weeks now. Before too much longer we will have filled all 50 of our apartments.
Guess what?
No problems whatsoever from our tenants. They are so grateful for the housing and for the freedom, you should hear them talk. Without a doubt, these gentlemen will become some of these developments' best residents.
Their stories are all a bit different.
All are dealing with various disabilities.
All are capable of life on their own. They proved that surviving on our mean streets, some of them for several years.
What they share in common is an extremely positive, appreciative response to having a home of their own.
Here's the chief solution for our Downtown "problems with the homeless." Develop the housing. Provide the support to move folks from the street to a quality, decent home. The problem can be solved. We are kidding ourselves if we say otherwise.
If I was a Downtown, upscale developer, I'd call CDM and ask how to make an investment in our future development plans.*
I'm just wondering if we have the will, the smarts and the vision as a community to simply practice the Golden Rule? If we do, the outcome will be wonderful for everyone.
(*By the way, my phone number is 214.823.8710 ext 116!)
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Posted on www.UrbanDaily.org
The River
The chorus is:
"Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered"
Enjoy "The River" from Good Charlotte-
"Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered"
Enjoy "The River" from Good Charlotte-
Good Charlotte - The River
Posted Feb 08, 2007Good Charlotte and M. Shadows baptize themselves in the concrete LA River.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Spelling R-E-L-I-E-F
Remembering the old Rolaids commercials, I'm looking for relief from my hip pain and have decided on hip resurfacing surgery. The date is now set for December 10, and can be done in Tyler with the arrival of Dr. Volatile (yes, that's his real name!). The doctor believes I'm a good candidate for this procedure, but will leave the option open for total hip replacement if they encounter a problem or worse-than-expected conditions during the surgery. So, we're down to four weeks, and counting!
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
In a white room, with black curtains, near the station....
Salon's book review says "...it's also a redemption narrative, in which a wastrel is saved by grace after hitting bottom." Here's a rare, beautiful confession from an aging rock star who had been given everything this world has to offer:
"Nevertheless, I stumbled through my month in treatment much as I had done the first time, just ticking off the days, hoping that something would change in me without my having to do much about it. Then one day, as my visit was drawing to an end, a panic hit me, and I realized that in fact nothing had changed in me and that I was going back out into the world again completely unprotected. The noise in my head was deafening, and drinking was in my thoughts all the time. It shocked me to realize that here I was in a treatment center, a supposedly safe environment, and I was in serious danger. I was absolutely terrified, in complete despair.
Almost of their own accord, my legs gave way and I fell to my knees. In the privacy of my room I begged for help. I had no notion of whom I thought I was talking to - I just knew that I had come to the end of my tether, and I had nothing left to fight with. Then I remembered what I had heard about surrender, something I thought I could never do, that my pride just wouldn't allow it. But I knew that on my own I wasn't going to make it, so I asked for help, and, getting down on my knees, I surrendered.
Within a few days, I realized that something had happened for me. An atheist would probably say it was just a change of attitude, and to a certain extent that's true, but there was much more to it than that. I had found a place to turn to, a place I'd always known was there but never really wanted, or needed, to believe in. From that day until this, I have never failed to pray in the morning, on my knees, asking for help, and at night, to express gratitude for my life and, most of all, for my sobriety. I choose to kneel because I feel I need to humble myself when I pray, and, with my ego, this is the most I can do... In some way, in some form, my God was always there, but now I have learned to talk to him." Eric Clapton, Clapton: The Autobiography.
"Nevertheless, I stumbled through my month in treatment much as I had done the first time, just ticking off the days, hoping that something would change in me without my having to do much about it. Then one day, as my visit was drawing to an end, a panic hit me, and I realized that in fact nothing had changed in me and that I was going back out into the world again completely unprotected. The noise in my head was deafening, and drinking was in my thoughts all the time. It shocked me to realize that here I was in a treatment center, a supposedly safe environment, and I was in serious danger. I was absolutely terrified, in complete despair.
Almost of their own accord, my legs gave way and I fell to my knees. In the privacy of my room I begged for help. I had no notion of whom I thought I was talking to - I just knew that I had come to the end of my tether, and I had nothing left to fight with. Then I remembered what I had heard about surrender, something I thought I could never do, that my pride just wouldn't allow it. But I knew that on my own I wasn't going to make it, so I asked for help, and, getting down on my knees, I surrendered.
Within a few days, I realized that something had happened for me. An atheist would probably say it was just a change of attitude, and to a certain extent that's true, but there was much more to it than that. I had found a place to turn to, a place I'd always known was there but never really wanted, or needed, to believe in. From that day until this, I have never failed to pray in the morning, on my knees, asking for help, and at night, to express gratitude for my life and, most of all, for my sobriety. I choose to kneel because I feel I need to humble myself when I pray, and, with my ego, this is the most I can do... In some way, in some form, my God was always there, but now I have learned to talk to him." Eric Clapton, Clapton: The Autobiography.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Scrambling for Pennies
I confess; I have just not been too interested in the "budget process" within our Big Church. I have been wearied by all the talk and planning and meetings and meetings and meetings leading up to the day when a large group would spend all day in a marathon meeting to try to figure out how to split up the 10% of the budget that was deemed discretionary. I have serious questions about our priorities when all our "benevolence ministry" is deemed discretionary (meaning optional and subject to being eliminated in times of financial crunch).
But in the midst of that meeting a beautiful thing occurred. As further cuts were being discussed and negotiated, an uprising broke out from the crowd and a roomful of people who had been bargaining, begging, justifying, cajoling and pleading their own causes (all of which are GOOD WORKS) turned their eyes toward the Benevolence Center Ministry and requested, no demanded, that its funding be restored to the full, proposed level, even at the expense of their own budgets! This was an act of God and a sure sign of the purity of hearts in that room, representing the pure hearts in this church. It was the highlight of the day, in my eyes! HALLELUJAH! God is at work, even on budget Sunday!
But in the midst of that meeting a beautiful thing occurred. As further cuts were being discussed and negotiated, an uprising broke out from the crowd and a roomful of people who had been bargaining, begging, justifying, cajoling and pleading their own causes (all of which are GOOD WORKS) turned their eyes toward the Benevolence Center Ministry and requested, no demanded, that its funding be restored to the full, proposed level, even at the expense of their own budgets! This was an act of God and a sure sign of the purity of hearts in that room, representing the pure hearts in this church. It was the highlight of the day, in my eyes! HALLELUJAH! God is at work, even on budget Sunday!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Fall Out Boy
New video from Fall Out Boy was shot on location in Gulu, northern Uganda and is based on the plight of the Invisible Children:
Monday, September 17, 2007
Time Waster
Need to get mesmerized and waste some time on the net? Try this. I can't stop watching!
Blogger Play will show you a never-ending stream of images that were just uploaded to public Blogger blogs. You can click the image to be taken directly to the blog post it was uploaded to, or click “show info” to see an overlay with the post title, a snippet of the body, and some profile information about the blogger who uploaded it.
Blogger Play will show you a never-ending stream of images that were just uploaded to public Blogger blogs. You can click the image to be taken directly to the blog post it was uploaded to, or click “show info” to see an overlay with the post title, a snippet of the body, and some profile information about the blogger who uploaded it.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Women in Church Leadership
Here's a link to a sermon from one of our sister congregations' website which sets out their attempt to explain their current stance and policy on this hot topic. It is included in a two-pronged statement of "Core Beliefs" and "Heritage Commitments", listed here. If the audio link above doesn't work for you, try this.
(For the completely opposite effect, check out this public "lynching" conducted by Church of Christ icon Guy N. Woods. The link is included on a tribute website, honoring his life and work!)
Wade Hodges' sermon is a valiant attempt at encouraging dialogue; at declaring the truth of the gospel, the freedom in Christ we all hold so dear, and applying it to our USAmerican church culture. I love that he ended the sermon with the Galatians 3 passage! Its our history and tradition of the "church as organization" that causes such difficulties, it seems to me. We get so wrapped up in "our comfort zones" and how we "do church", that the grand mission of the Kingdom of God gets left behind. If Jesus were here, it strikes me that I would want to be "sitting at his feet" with Mary, and I would not be concerned that she was there beside me or leading me, as long as we were getting closer to Jesus! How should we balance the appreciation for our heritage and our love for each other with the need of the church for the use of the God-given gifts of ALL of its members? Perhaps we should search for ways like this to be relevant to our egalitarian society, recognizing the equality of men and women as one of the basic tenets of the gospel, the "mystery of the gospel" for our age! The world is watching!
(For the completely opposite effect, check out this public "lynching" conducted by Church of Christ icon Guy N. Woods. The link is included on a tribute website, honoring his life and work!)
Wade Hodges' sermon is a valiant attempt at encouraging dialogue; at declaring the truth of the gospel, the freedom in Christ we all hold so dear, and applying it to our USAmerican church culture. I love that he ended the sermon with the Galatians 3 passage! Its our history and tradition of the "church as organization" that causes such difficulties, it seems to me. We get so wrapped up in "our comfort zones" and how we "do church", that the grand mission of the Kingdom of God gets left behind. If Jesus were here, it strikes me that I would want to be "sitting at his feet" with Mary, and I would not be concerned that she was there beside me or leading me, as long as we were getting closer to Jesus! How should we balance the appreciation for our heritage and our love for each other with the need of the church for the use of the God-given gifts of ALL of its members? Perhaps we should search for ways like this to be relevant to our egalitarian society, recognizing the equality of men and women as one of the basic tenets of the gospel, the "mystery of the gospel" for our age! The world is watching!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Same Kind of Different As Me
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The authors, Ron Hall and Denver Moore, are coming to Tyler to speak at two events during PATH Week! This is a great book and a powerful story of redemption and friendship. Everyone should read it to get an inside view into the issues of homelessness.
The authors, Ron Hall and Denver Moore, are coming to Tyler to speak at two events during PATH Week! This is a great book and a powerful story of redemption and friendship. Everyone should read it to get an inside view into the issues of homelessness.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Friday, August 17, 2007
How good and pleasant it is!
We were blessed to have the Ben Wall family stay with us this week. On Thursday night we had a gathering of supporters.
Reminded me of Psalm 133!
1 How good and pleasant it is
when brothers live together in unity!
2 It is like precious oil poured on the head,
running down on the beard,
running down on Aaron's beard,
down upon the collar of his robes.
3 It is as if the dew of Hermon
were falling on Mount Zion.
For there the LORD bestows his blessing,
even life forevermore.
Reminded me of Psalm 133!
1 How good and pleasant it is
when brothers live together in unity!
2 It is like precious oil poured on the head,
running down on the beard,
running down on Aaron's beard,
down upon the collar of his robes.
3 It is as if the dew of Hermon
were falling on Mount Zion.
For there the LORD bestows his blessing,
even life forevermore.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
A Song on My Heart
What do you do without a songleader or even your standard music material? Tonight I just asked, "Does anyone have a song to share?" And we were blessed with beautiful impromptu solos from Juanita and Roy! Juanita said the LORD had placed her song on her heart this morning, and she didn't know why, but was grateful for the chance to share it with The Gathering.
And then the blessing we received from Kelly's testimony! She confessed that she had fallen back into her drug habit recently, but was again on the way out of it and looking for a better life. I'm glad she and Victor found a way to come share with us tonight! The world is watching!
And then the blessing we received from Kelly's testimony! She confessed that she had fallen back into her drug habit recently, but was again on the way out of it and looking for a better life. I'm glad she and Victor found a way to come share with us tonight! The world is watching!
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Where Are The Women?
This post by Heather Hodges has got me thinking. Here's an excerpt:
"From the time I was a child I heard the names of Sarah, Rachael, Leah, Jochebed, Miriam, Abigail, Tamar, Deborah, Jael, Rahab, Esther, Ruth, Hannah, Elizabeth, Anna, Mary, Martha, Dorcas (Tabitha), Lydia, Phoebe, Chloe, Priscilla, Junias, Lois, and Eunice. These women served in every roll imaginable in the kingdom. There was a mother of nations, a song leader, a ruler, a warrior, a hero, a determined convert, a rescuer, a faithful mom, a loyal wife, a prophetess, a hostess, a church planter, a teacher, an apostle, a philanthropist, a business woman, a devout Christian, and a woman honored above all other woman as the mother of Christ.
Throughout Scripture we read story after story of these great women who had distinct roles in the kingdom of God. Whether they were pious or not, they were used for the glory of the Lord. Unfortunately, many Christian churches today have let two culturally restrictive Scriptures (1 Co 14:34 and 1 Tim 2:12) over shadow the rich history of women in the Bible. Scholars agree that these two Scriptures were cultural directions that dealt with specific situations and are not to be directives to all churches for all times. However, many churches have applied these two restrictions to all women for all times. Other churches have softened their stance for women’s roles but have kept women in the background because of “heritage values.”
It is time for a better understanding of Scripture and a better understanding of how the Lord has used and plans to use women in his kingdom. So, where are the women in churches today? They are where they have always been. They are behind the scenes planning, coordinating, and organizing. They are in the kitchen, nursery, and classrooms. They are on their knees in prayer. They are battling the enemy head-on in their homes, at work, the community and the mission field. They are raising-up generations of faithful believers."
Good points and well written! I'm not even sure how we have a dialogue about this topic in my faith community without people feeling alarmed and threatened. We are probably in that group of churches that "have softened their stance for women’s roles but have kept women in the background because of “heritage values".” But, I'm also distressed that many believers' giftedness lies dormant due to the restrictions we're placing on them, especially when the needs of the church are so great! Yes, I know the Scriptures, but I'm no longer a "flatlander", viewing all Scripture as of equal height and weight and literal relevance to this culture, to be read in the same manner and with the same "lenses". Honestly, who can read Job and John in the same way? Or Psalms and Philemon? Or Ruth and Revelation?
My goal is not change for change's sake; my goal is honoring God and loving people as He does. I have questions; I am seeking Truth. I would love to have some healthy discussion on this, and soon.
"From the time I was a child I heard the names of Sarah, Rachael, Leah, Jochebed, Miriam, Abigail, Tamar, Deborah, Jael, Rahab, Esther, Ruth, Hannah, Elizabeth, Anna, Mary, Martha, Dorcas (Tabitha), Lydia, Phoebe, Chloe, Priscilla, Junias, Lois, and Eunice. These women served in every roll imaginable in the kingdom. There was a mother of nations, a song leader, a ruler, a warrior, a hero, a determined convert, a rescuer, a faithful mom, a loyal wife, a prophetess, a hostess, a church planter, a teacher, an apostle, a philanthropist, a business woman, a devout Christian, and a woman honored above all other woman as the mother of Christ.
Throughout Scripture we read story after story of these great women who had distinct roles in the kingdom of God. Whether they were pious or not, they were used for the glory of the Lord. Unfortunately, many Christian churches today have let two culturally restrictive Scriptures (1 Co 14:34 and 1 Tim 2:12) over shadow the rich history of women in the Bible. Scholars agree that these two Scriptures were cultural directions that dealt with specific situations and are not to be directives to all churches for all times. However, many churches have applied these two restrictions to all women for all times. Other churches have softened their stance for women’s roles but have kept women in the background because of “heritage values.”
It is time for a better understanding of Scripture and a better understanding of how the Lord has used and plans to use women in his kingdom. So, where are the women in churches today? They are where they have always been. They are behind the scenes planning, coordinating, and organizing. They are in the kitchen, nursery, and classrooms. They are on their knees in prayer. They are battling the enemy head-on in their homes, at work, the community and the mission field. They are raising-up generations of faithful believers."
Good points and well written! I'm not even sure how we have a dialogue about this topic in my faith community without people feeling alarmed and threatened. We are probably in that group of churches that "have softened their stance for women’s roles but have kept women in the background because of “heritage values".” But, I'm also distressed that many believers' giftedness lies dormant due to the restrictions we're placing on them, especially when the needs of the church are so great! Yes, I know the Scriptures, but I'm no longer a "flatlander", viewing all Scripture as of equal height and weight and literal relevance to this culture, to be read in the same manner and with the same "lenses". Honestly, who can read Job and John in the same way? Or Psalms and Philemon? Or Ruth and Revelation?
My goal is not change for change's sake; my goal is honoring God and loving people as He does. I have questions; I am seeking Truth. I would love to have some healthy discussion on this, and soon.
The God of Second (and Third) Chances
Well, Carl did it again. He didn't have his rent money, again, since he went with some friends to Shreveport and drank and gambled it all away! (But at one point he was $2500 ahead! sigh....) So now he comes to The Gathering very contritely and cries and pleads for help. The father and rule-keeper in me wants to punish him and "teach him a lesson", and something does need to change, and quickly, for his own good. But then I have to wonder how this God of second chances I've been talking about looks at Carl, and me. Has he been faithful to forgive us (me) each time I've made a poor choice and then returned to him on my knees? I told The Gathering that a proper view of the nature of God allows and empowers us to live a life in the Kingdom, so, Greg, is he the "Great Rule-Keeper in the Sky" or is he the Father who loves me SO MUCH? Is my faith strong enough to allow me to forgive and sacrificially give? I don't get many opportunities like that, so I decided to give it a try this time, for "His steadfast love endures forever." The world is watching! HALLELUJAH!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Camping Inside the House
From Barbara Brown Taylor's "Leaving Church",
"I have learned to prize holy ignorance more highly than religious certainty and to seek companions who have arrived at the same place. We are a motley crew, distinguished not only by our inability to explain ourselves to those who are more certain of their beliefs than we are but in many cases by our distance from the centers of our faith communities as well. Like campers who have bonded over cook fires far from home, we remain grateful for the provisions that we have brought with us from those cupboards, but we also find them more delicious when we share them with one another under the stars.
This wilderness experience sets up a real dilemma for some of us, since we know how much we owe to the traditions that shaped us. We would not be who we are without them, and we continue to draw real sustenance from them, but insofar as those same traditions discourage us from being with one another, we cannot go home again. In one way or another, every one of us has gotten the message that God made us different that we might know one another, and that how we treat one another is the best expression of our beliefs."
Well said! As I struggle with some of those same issues, I often feel like I'm a "camper" while still in the center of my faith community! Ever raise your tent in the middle of your own room? And that is the great blessing I've found at Glenwood; my "campiness" is accepted, and even embraced, at a level that allows me some peace with the situation, even as I continually search out fellow "campers", often near the edges of the community, as they are in the process of easing into or out of the household.
Monday, July 30, 2007
I Lied!
As we were discussing Acts 13 last night, Sharon cried out, "I lied!" She had already shared with us about her car wreck last week which totaled the old, uninsured vehicle she had been about to sell, and we were thankful with her that she wasn't seriously hurt. She had said that she didn't know why those kind of bad things seem to happen to her. But later in the evening, her heart was touched and she cried out, "I lied!" She went on to confess that she had not disclosed the many problems the old vehicle had to her potential buyer, and that she had even told him that it ran fine, which we all knew was not true. So now, she was convinced and convicted that God had taken the car from her because of her sin, and she asked for forgiveness.
So, as our crowd continues to grow, and a few new folks like Kelly and Victor continue to join us each week, I give thanks for moldable, breakable hearts like Sharon's that set an example of what our lives in the Kingdom look like. As I shared with Don later, when spontaneous, public confession like Sharon's breaks out, I'm convinced we're doing something right and God is truly leading us.
We were all touched by her transparency and her willingness to share with The Gathering! She feels safe enough there to expose her brokenness. This is real church! HALLELUJAH! The world is watching!
So, as our crowd continues to grow, and a few new folks like Kelly and Victor continue to join us each week, I give thanks for moldable, breakable hearts like Sharon's that set an example of what our lives in the Kingdom look like. As I shared with Don later, when spontaneous, public confession like Sharon's breaks out, I'm convinced we're doing something right and God is truly leading us.
We were all touched by her transparency and her willingness to share with The Gathering! She feels safe enough there to expose her brokenness. This is real church! HALLELUJAH! The world is watching!
Friday, July 27, 2007
Take This Bread
From Sara Miles' book:
"I think that we're being called to something harder than being conventional 'Good Samaritans.' To understand ourselves, individually and as a church, being rescued by strangers and foreigners, by the wrong people. To understand ourselves, individually and as a church, as beaten, hungry, hurting, lost at the side of the road. Called to touch parts of ourselves that are strange and damaged and needy. Called to receive love from people we don't know and have no reason to trust. And only then, in turn, being called to the second part: to go and do the same thing -- knowing it will change us in ways we didn't plan and may not like. And both receiving and giving mean really opening ourselves to strangers -- in whose bodies we find, and upon whose being depends, our own salvation."
"O God of abundance, you feed us every day.
Rise in us now, make us into your bread,
That we may share your gifts with a hungry world,
And join in love with all people, through
Jesus Christ our Lord."
AMEN!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Real church
What a joy it is to leave a meeting about church matters (like insurance, defibrillators, and personnel issues) and race downtown to The Gathering, where the response to the open question of "How have you seen God working this week?" is a chorus of smiles and raised hands eager to share! Thanks, friends, I needed that encouragement from the time spent with you! To share tears with Pam, and jokes with Carl, and songs with Don and Sanna, and birthday cake with Grace, and Bible knowledge with Dixianna and Don, and smiles with Kristin and Dana, and life lessons with Brian, and wild rambling stories with Rick, and food and love with all - now that's real church! Hallelujah!
Monday, July 16, 2007
But our church is different!
I didn't write this, but it sounds eerily like my thoughts. With a tip of the hat to [rhymes with kerouac]:
"For reasons that even I don't understand, I've been serving as an elder in our church. I really believe God wanted me here, but have no idea why (yet). Our church has all the same flaws that I've already mentioned, and some that I haven't. What I've learned is that churches are complicated, unwieldy beasts with multiple layers of politics, history (personal and corporate) a diversity of theological stances on any one issue, petty ugliness and occasional glimpses of poetic beauty. It is possible that church can indeed propel good folks in their journey with Christ, can help to mold and shape them, can even liberate them. Friends - true friends can be found. Real ministry - in the finest sense of the word - can and does happen, but all of these things seem to happen in spite of the organization and not because of it. Good, bad, ugly, beautiful - church has it all. It's just that we absolutely must not mistake going to church for following Jesus."
"For reasons that even I don't understand, I've been serving as an elder in our church. I really believe God wanted me here, but have no idea why (yet). Our church has all the same flaws that I've already mentioned, and some that I haven't. What I've learned is that churches are complicated, unwieldy beasts with multiple layers of politics, history (personal and corporate) a diversity of theological stances on any one issue, petty ugliness and occasional glimpses of poetic beauty. It is possible that church can indeed propel good folks in their journey with Christ, can help to mold and shape them, can even liberate them. Friends - true friends can be found. Real ministry - in the finest sense of the word - can and does happen, but all of these things seem to happen in spite of the organization and not because of it. Good, bad, ugly, beautiful - church has it all. It's just that we absolutely must not mistake going to church for following Jesus."
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Each of Us Bears His Own Burdens
Wednesday as I sat listening to a gracious Muslim man describe his view of grace and salvation, I was thinking how familiar some of his statements sounded. The church of my childhood had some very similar views; God's grace only goes so far - you must work hard and pray hard and perform every righteous act and follow every religious rule and then pray for further forgiveness on your death bed in the "hope" that God will grant you mercy and you will spend eternity with him in the "non-smoking section".
Sorry, I left that church behind, and if that is a widespread view of the teachings of Islam, then friends, have we got some good news for you!
GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME!
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases!
His mercies never come to an end!
They are new every morning!
Great is thy faithfulness!
The LORD is my portion says my soul!
Therefore I will hope in Him!
Sorry, I left that church behind, and if that is a widespread view of the teachings of Islam, then friends, have we got some good news for you!
GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME!
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases!
His mercies never come to an end!
They are new every morning!
Great is thy faithfulness!
The LORD is my portion says my soul!
Therefore I will hope in Him!
A blind man searching for a black cat...
OUCH! Once again, Steve over at Ragamuffin Ramblings has stepped on my toes about how out-of-touch much of our organized religion has become. My daughter bought me the book, Take This Bread: A Radical Conversion, for my birthday, and it is probably next on my reading list. I want to be a part of a community of faith that is loving enough and gracious enough to connect and teach and learn from radicals like Steve. The world is watching!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
53 is....
Fifty-three is:
(courtesy of Wikipedia)
* the natural number following 52 and preceding 54. (duh!)
* the 16th prime number. It is also an Eisenstein prime.
* written in hexadecimal is 35, that is, the same characters used in the decimal representation, but reversed. Three multiples of 53 share this property: 371 = 173, 5141 = 1415, 99481 = 18499. But 53 can not be expressed as the sum of any integer and its base 10 digits, making 53 a self number.
* The atomic number of iodine.
* The code for international direct dial phone calls to Cuba
* The racing number of Herbie, a Volkswagen Beetle with a mind of his own, first appearing in the 1968 movie The Love Bug
* Part of the title of the 1912 movie North of Fifty Three, remade in 1917
* "53 Days" a novel by Georges Perec
* Ringo Starr’s book "Postcards From the Boys" (2003) contains 53 postcards from fellow Beatles
* Fictional 53rd Precinct in the Bronx was found in the TV comedy "Car 54, Where Are You?"
* Tony Baretta also worked out of the fictitious 53rd precinct
* "53rd & 3rd" a song by the Ramones
* "53 Miles West of Venus” by The B52's
* Levi's 53 children's sneakers
* George Washington was born on the 53rd day of the year: February 22, 1732
* At Age 53:
--Samuel Morse sent first message by electric telegraph (1844)
--Abraham Lincoln issued the Emancipation Proclamation freeing the slaves (1863)
--French engineer Gustave Eiffel designed internal supporting structure of Statue of Liberty (1885)
--Charles Bronson starred in "Death Wish" (1974)
--Johnny Carson renewed his "Tonight Show" contract at $5 million/year (1979)
Sports
* Football field: width: 53 1/3 yards (150 feet)
* Pitchers Jim Palmer and Gaylord Perry each had 53 career shutouts
* Dodger pitcher Don Drysdale wore #53
* Most goals scored by a NHL rookie: 53 by Islander Mike Bossy (1977-78)
* Most points by a rookie in a NBA Playoff game: 53 by Philadelphia's Wilt Chamberlain, 1960
* Most field goals (3-games series, NBA Playoff), 53 by Michael Jordan, 1992
So, along with Herbie, Ringo, Abe and MJ, I say bring on #53! (Thursday is my 53rd birthday)
(courtesy of Wikipedia)
* the natural number following 52 and preceding 54. (duh!)
* the 16th prime number. It is also an Eisenstein prime.
* written in hexadecimal is 35, that is, the same characters used in the decimal representation, but reversed. Three multiples of 53 share this property: 371 = 173, 5141 = 1415, 99481 = 18499. But 53 can not be expressed as the sum of any integer and its base 10 digits, making 53 a self number.
* The atomic number of iodine.
* The code for international direct dial phone calls to Cuba
* The racing number of Herbie, a Volkswagen Beetle with a mind of his own, first appearing in the 1968 movie The Love Bug
* Part of the title of the 1912 movie North of Fifty Three, remade in 1917
* "53 Days" a novel by Georges Perec
* Ringo Starr’s book "Postcards From the Boys" (2003) contains 53 postcards from fellow Beatles
* Fictional 53rd Precinct in the Bronx was found in the TV comedy "Car 54, Where Are You?"
* Tony Baretta also worked out of the fictitious 53rd precinct
* "53rd & 3rd" a song by the Ramones
* "53 Miles West of Venus” by The B52's
* Levi's 53 children's sneakers
* George Washington was born on the 53rd day of the year: February 22, 1732
* At Age 53:
--Samuel Morse sent first message by electric telegraph (1844)
--Abraham Lincoln issued the Emancipation Proclamation freeing the slaves (1863)
--French engineer Gustave Eiffel designed internal supporting structure of Statue of Liberty (1885)
--Charles Bronson starred in "Death Wish" (1974)
--Johnny Carson renewed his "Tonight Show" contract at $5 million/year (1979)
Sports
* Football field: width: 53 1/3 yards (150 feet)
* Pitchers Jim Palmer and Gaylord Perry each had 53 career shutouts
* Dodger pitcher Don Drysdale wore #53
* Most goals scored by a NHL rookie: 53 by Islander Mike Bossy (1977-78)
* Most points by a rookie in a NBA Playoff game: 53 by Philadelphia's Wilt Chamberlain, 1960
* Most field goals (3-games series, NBA Playoff), 53 by Michael Jordan, 1992
So, along with Herbie, Ringo, Abe and MJ, I say bring on #53! (Thursday is my 53rd birthday)
Frankly speaking.....
Frank is one of those mysteries of our downtown ministry. He has taught me a lot, and I must always be ready to learn from him. A few years ago when we first met, he was loud, combative, demanding and unfriendly. He would come in to Karing Kitchen, sit down at a table off in the corner of the room by himself, sometimes one that wasn't even set up to eat at, and start making loud demands for service. He's a big, working man and can be very intimidating. He was hard to love!
But over the years, after some consistent attempts at conversation and friendship, his heart has softened and his smile has become more and more apparent. He still tries to put on that gruff exterior, but a smile and a wave from across the room is now enough to bring that big smile to his face. He regularly praises the LORD and will readily testify to His goodness.
This week he showed up at The Gathering on Sunday night for the first time. He was there early and took up a seat at a table by himself at the very back of the big room. He didn't say a word to anyone all night and left without comment. Oh well, I thought, I'm glad he made the attempt, at least, but chalked the experience up as one more failed effort at outreach.
On Monday night, in more familiar surroundings, he told me how much he appreciated that time of worship and Bible study, especially the singing, and was recruiting the other guys at his table to come join "us" next week! He feels like he fits in well there, and expressed how much he is looking forward to coming back! I was amazed! But, I should not have been; I have seen God act so many times, even in the life of this one big man. Thank you LORD, for this stunning reminder of your power and love! The world is watching!
But over the years, after some consistent attempts at conversation and friendship, his heart has softened and his smile has become more and more apparent. He still tries to put on that gruff exterior, but a smile and a wave from across the room is now enough to bring that big smile to his face. He regularly praises the LORD and will readily testify to His goodness.
This week he showed up at The Gathering on Sunday night for the first time. He was there early and took up a seat at a table by himself at the very back of the big room. He didn't say a word to anyone all night and left without comment. Oh well, I thought, I'm glad he made the attempt, at least, but chalked the experience up as one more failed effort at outreach.
On Monday night, in more familiar surroundings, he told me how much he appreciated that time of worship and Bible study, especially the singing, and was recruiting the other guys at his table to come join "us" next week! He feels like he fits in well there, and expressed how much he is looking forward to coming back! I was amazed! But, I should not have been; I have seen God act so many times, even in the life of this one big man. Thank you LORD, for this stunning reminder of your power and love! The world is watching!
Life In The City
This really makes me mad! Carl was robbed at gunpoint last week while walking to the store in his neighborhood and can't pay his rent for this month. This raises many questions; Why was he carrying around all his money? (He has no bank account and no safe place to stash it.) Why didn't he pay his rent earlier, rather than carry around the money? (He tried, but the manager was out of the office.) Why does he stay in such an unsafe and insecure place? (A form of robbery in itself.) Why would anyone do this to such a nice, weak old man? (See above.)
There are no easy answers, so I'm left with my anger and outrage and I must act. It is unfair and unhealthy, but it is a "normal" part of life in the city. Everyone down here knows someone who has been robbed, mugged, or worse. It is a constant reminder that God's love is desperately needed. LORD come quickly!
There are no easy answers, so I'm left with my anger and outrage and I must act. It is unfair and unhealthy, but it is a "normal" part of life in the city. Everyone down here knows someone who has been robbed, mugged, or worse. It is a constant reminder that God's love is desperately needed. LORD come quickly!
Thursday, July 05, 2007
May God's love be with you
Jeff and Jen did a great job with "In The Sun" last night at our Celebrate Freedom event. Michael Stipe and Chris Martin's version is also good!
Saturday, June 30, 2007
New Rating!
I guess this tool doesn't like me writing about death! Oh well, we all have our biases...
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All Is Well
The last paragraph in the collection of writings by Thomas R. Kelly, called A Testament of Devotion, is called the greatest piece of devotional writing of the 20th century, by my teacher, Randy Harris. It is very difficult to argue. It was published after his sudden death in 1941, so he did not have a chance to edit and fine-tune it. Read it slowly. Read it aloud. Enjoy!
"Life from the Center is a life of unhurried peace and power. It is simple. It is serene. It is amazing. It is triumphant. It is radiant. It takes no time, but it occupies all our time. And it makes our life programs new and overcoming. We need not get frantic. He is at the helm. And when our little day is done we lie down quietly in peace, for all is well."
"Life from the Center is a life of unhurried peace and power. It is simple. It is serene. It is amazing. It is triumphant. It is radiant. It takes no time, but it occupies all our time. And it makes our life programs new and overcoming. We need not get frantic. He is at the helm. And when our little day is done we lie down quietly in peace, for all is well."
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
Two for One and One for All
Carl (formerly Karl) did it! He followed through with his decision and presented himself for baptism tonight! After our worship, Bible Study and meal, we all hiked over to the big church after they were through with their worship time. We shared Carl stories, including Samuel's "I love you, Mr. Carl!" and he was buried with Christ. He was shaking as he stood up from the immersion and said, "I feel different!" Hallelujah!
One person who was directly impacted by Carl's decision was Troy. Since Carl was doing it, and since his wife was there with us tonight, he also decided to be baptized!
Thank you, LORD, for these two good hearts among many at The Gathering. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. The world is watching!
One person who was directly impacted by Carl's decision was Troy. Since Carl was doing it, and since his wife was there with us tonight, he also decided to be baptized!
Thank you, LORD, for these two good hearts among many at The Gathering. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. The world is watching!
Monday, June 18, 2007
There's a Wideness in God's Mercy
The lyrics to this old hymn struck me with their power as I prayed in the Upper Room Chapel in Nashville last week. As Rich Mullins would say, "Oh, the Love of God!"
Enjoy!
There's a wideness in God's mercy like the wideness of the sea;
there's a kindness in his justice, which is more than liberty.
There is welcome for the sinner, and more graces for the good;
there is mercy with the Savior; there is healing in his blood.
There is no place where earth's sorrows are more felt than in heaven;
there is no place where earth's failings have such kind judgment given.
There is plentiful redemption in the blood that has been shed;
there is joy for all the members in the sorrows of the Head.
For the love of God is broader than the measure of man's mind;
and the heart of the Eternal is most wonderfully kind.
If our love were but more faithful, we should take him at his word;
and our life would be thanksgiving for the goodness of the Lord.
Enjoy!
There's a wideness in God's mercy like the wideness of the sea;
there's a kindness in his justice, which is more than liberty.
There is welcome for the sinner, and more graces for the good;
there is mercy with the Savior; there is healing in his blood.
There is no place where earth's sorrows are more felt than in heaven;
there is no place where earth's failings have such kind judgment given.
There is plentiful redemption in the blood that has been shed;
there is joy for all the members in the sorrows of the Head.
For the love of God is broader than the measure of man's mind;
and the heart of the Eternal is most wonderfully kind.
If our love were but more faithful, we should take him at his word;
and our life would be thanksgiving for the goodness of the Lord.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Statement of Intentions
Being the rebellious baby-boomer that I am, "Rule of Life" just didn't find a spot in my brain that I could work with, so, after a week of contemplation, training and prayer I arrived at this Statement of Intentions for 2007 (at least the last half):
By the grace of God, and as an attempt to prepare myself for a deeper relationship with my Maker, I commit myself to:
1. Daily periods of at least 30 minutes of concentrated, contemplative prayer;
2. Daily periods of at least 30 minutes of Bible study including weekly lectio divina. I will at first attempt to set aside morning time for this study;
3. Weekly fast day (I think Mondays);
4. Weekly time of corporate worship, prayer and Bible study;
5. Weekly instance of personal service to a church member;
6. Weekly instance of personal service to a family member;
7. Weekly instance of personal service to the poor.
In addition, I desire to make headway this year with these three "Big Issues":
a. to find and build relationships with "fellow travelers" in the journey of spiritual growth;
b. to improve my relationship with my wife;
c. to speak only what love requires.
These are offered out of a sense of commitment and dedication, not as a means of bragging, for I fully expect to fail. After the week I've just had, though, I needed to set them out in plain sight. May God have mercy on me, a sinner!
By the grace of God, and as an attempt to prepare myself for a deeper relationship with my Maker, I commit myself to:
1. Daily periods of at least 30 minutes of concentrated, contemplative prayer;
2. Daily periods of at least 30 minutes of Bible study including weekly lectio divina. I will at first attempt to set aside morning time for this study;
3. Weekly fast day (I think Mondays);
4. Weekly time of corporate worship, prayer and Bible study;
5. Weekly instance of personal service to a church member;
6. Weekly instance of personal service to a family member;
7. Weekly instance of personal service to the poor.
In addition, I desire to make headway this year with these three "Big Issues":
a. to find and build relationships with "fellow travelers" in the journey of spiritual growth;
b. to improve my relationship with my wife;
c. to speak only what love requires.
These are offered out of a sense of commitment and dedication, not as a means of bragging, for I fully expect to fail. After the week I've just had, though, I needed to set them out in plain sight. May God have mercy on me, a sinner!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Here I Am to Worship
The way heartfelt corporate worship works on you (and by that I mean me) is a mysterious thing. I've been blessed as my spirit soars amongst a stadium full of strangers, or as I endlessly repeat the same phrase among my dear family of faith, or as a living room full of close friends blends their voices in sweet and stirring harmony. Last night, I had that last experience, again, as our prior "small group" gathered for a reunion of sorts. Lifting our voices and each other up toward the LORD, we sang and sang! What a blessed experience! HALLELUJAH!
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
He's Aggressive!
My dear friend Phillip, who I've written about before here, greeted me Monday night with a serious look and the words, "I've been labeled as "Aggressive" at work!" Knowing that he works at our local grocery, I responded, "And that's a good thing, right?" He then smiled broadly and giggled and told me that he had won the "Aggressive Hospitality" Award and would receive some kind of great prize with it, too. He then got humble, saying that he hadn't really done anything to win it, but I know better than that, as I've seen him in action, eagerly and consistently greeting, carrying, stocking and helping with a huge smile on his face! It is just such an amazing turnaround from the desperately ill man with no funds, no insurance, no food whom I met and befriended just a few years back! We talk about those days and laugh and praise God together now every time we meet! HALLELUJAH!
Monday, June 04, 2007
Am I Worthy?
Last night one of the regular attenders of The Gathering asked me if he was worthy enough to be baptized! Carl is an older gentleman with many physical and emotional issues, but he has taught me much these last few months. As evidenced by this question, his heart is right! I asked him if he believed that Jesus was the Son of God and if he was willing to dedicate his life to following him, and he said, "Yes, more and more every day." I told him it would be my great honor to baptize him at any time he was ready.
He has already come so far, even these last few weeks, but he is very afraid of falling back into the sins and habits of his past. I hope to walk beside him in this journey for many weeks to come!
Later that evening, my core team gathered and wanted to discuss if we should keep up the efforts of The Gathering. When I related to them Carl's comments, we all rejoiced and the question was emphatically answered! HALLELUJAH! The world is watching!
He has already come so far, even these last few weeks, but he is very afraid of falling back into the sins and habits of his past. I hope to walk beside him in this journey for many weeks to come!
Later that evening, my core team gathered and wanted to discuss if we should keep up the efforts of The Gathering. When I related to them Carl's comments, we all rejoiced and the question was emphatically answered! HALLELUJAH! The world is watching!
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
News You Can Use
I just found the website for the UN Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs, IRIN. It seems to be full of humanitarian aid news from around the world that I'm not getting from any other source. The UN seems to be involved in many good works, under severe conditions and limitations. I'm not getting that picture from the US news outlets, either. Its much more fun to rant and rave and blame and snoop, I guess!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Growing Deeper?
I've signed on to "a year-long program of study intended to encourage and enhance the spiritual practices of prayer, contemplation, and service." But now I wonder, will studying and practicing allow me to "grow deeper"? And what does it mean to "grow deeper"? I hope it means something like this from the sons of Korah:
Psalm 42
For the director of music. A maskil of the Sons of Korah.
1 As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me—
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
"Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?"
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
Psalm 42
For the director of music. A maskil of the Sons of Korah.
1 As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me—
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
"Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?"
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Andrew's dead
I don't know what to do with all this. Andrew has been attending The Gathering fairly regularly over the last few months, accompanying his obnoxious friends. I struggled mightily with treating his friends in a "Christian" manner, but it seemed Andrew had some real potential. (Man, that's a statement full of judgment, isn't it?) This weekend, Andrew was killed by one of those obnoxious friends. The police made the arrest, but they can't even locate Andrew's family to let them know. Talk about disorientation! I don't know what to do with all this. LORD, have mercy on us all, especially the killer and on the soul of dear Andrew.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Elder Greg
Believe it or not, our church (the big Sunday morning church) has called me to be an elder. That seems to mean a life-long appointment to shepherd, counsel, teach, pray for and serve in ministry with this great congregation of loving disciples. That also seems to mean a life sentence of meetings, complaints, and internal arguments (both large and small) among a bunch of selfish, immature, comfort-seeking sinners like me. I think I'll sign up for the first part! I love this church! HALLELUJAH!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
It's a Party!
We experimented on Sunday and held a Family Fun Fair and Neighborhood Cookout at The Gathering. Other than the cumbersome name, it was a huge success! We had good food, children's games, an inflated Safari Jump, and even a balloon artist! We registered 45 families in attendance, with something like 50 kids. We had numerous written and spoken prayer requests, and had the opportunity to welcome and bless our neighbors. I don't know if we'll see immediate results in more Sunday evening attendance, but we were a blessing to our neighborhood, and that was the plan from the start. LORD, use us as you wish!
Oh yeah, the greatest surprise was that Tamika returned and joyfully participated in serving! We haven't seen her since her baptism, but we have been praying for her continually, and the LORD answered our prayers! Hallelujah!
Oh yeah, the greatest surprise was that Tamika returned and joyfully participated in serving! We haven't seen her since her baptism, but we have been praying for her continually, and the LORD answered our prayers! Hallelujah!
Monday, April 09, 2007
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Raised to a New Life
Tamika put on Christ in baptism on Sunday night! That may not sound too unusual; after all, this is a church and that's what we do. But Tamika's life to this point has been far from usual, as will her life from now on, I expect. She has been attending regularly for several weeks, now, and she has been accepted and loved on and mentored by several of our dear women. She told us of her desire for baptism as The Gathering began, and we spent the next hour in various modes of celebration with her. Then, as the "big church" dismissed, we all marched over, singing along the way, and made our way through the exiting crowd into the building and down to the front. We told "Tamika stories", heard her great confession and witnessed her baptism. Then we had a time of prayer and more celebration before we marched back over to "our place" and enjoyed our little love feast. It was a great evening and a joyful time. It was encouraging for all the "church people" and a new experience for others. It was a milepost in this mission. We praise God for it! HALLELUJAH!
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